Failure

Did I really give it my all?
Did I set myself up for failure?
Did I sabotage myself?

What did I do wrong?
What must I do to fix it?
What is the matter with me?

How do I fix it?
How do I get back up?
How does anyone deal with this pain?

Why must I endure?
Why do I fight?
Why do I cry?

When will it get better?
When will the pain stop?
When will I grow up?

Who is to blame?
Who am I?
Who do I want to be with?

Where do I go?
Where is home?
Where is my strength!?